Title: Not Waving But Drowning
Beta: claricehubert & samjsjlove
Artist: apieceofcake
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: AU, Drama
Rating: NC - 17
Word Count: ~34,000
Spoiler/Warnings: suicide attempt, past Non-Con, the topic of child abuse (without any actually taking place)

Summary: Jensen finds that after his dream of having a family finally came true, it's not all lollipops and ( Read more... )

( Epilogue: Starting Over )

( Chapter 6: T Minus Zero )

( Chapter 5: T Minus 1 Month )

( Chapter 4: T Minus 9 Months )

( Chapter 3: T Minus 1 Year )

( Chapter 2: T Minus 1 Year 4 Months )

( Chapter 1: T Minus 2 Years 8 Months )

( Prologue: T Minus Zero )

Monster - Prequel to Not Waving But Drowning:
A summary of the main events taking place throughout the story

( Monster - Abridged )